>>RANTS!<<
I find it strange how people act like they care about me.
But the second I'm gone, they just forget about me.

AND I HATE IT that you try to make me forget you.
It doesn't make me feel better. It's not for my own good.
Though deep inside, I know you still love me. Why are you doing this to me?
Why are you doing this to me? Why?!?
I'll get used to not talking to you sooner or later. But at the moment, don't lie to me.
I'll never forget you.
I will never forget you and the times we've had.
You're a really great friend.
I've never met anyone like you. Never.
I do treasure you, a lot. Too much actually.
It's depressing how I have this feeling we would never be that close again.
It's not how fast I take to get over you. It's whether I want to.
And I won't get over you. So don't try.
I love you so much that you don't know it.
You just don't fucking know it yet.
Is this what you've wanted all along?
If you had never started doing what you did, I don't think any of this would've happened.
But I wanted this to happen. It's helping me.
Please don't blame yourself.
I'm sorry.

IMPERFECTION. MOODY. LAZY-NESS. DEPRESSION.
They've all gotta go.


CONTROL.

You're flawless.
This year's gonna be all for you.
I've set my mind to it, and I'm gonna do it.
3 years from now, 3 fucking years.
Just you wait, and see what I'll become then.
It'll be all for you. And for the better of me.

Labels: Sound Of The Sun - Silverstein